love – Thirty-Three

Forgiveness

I have promised myself that I would be as honest as possible in the course of writing on this blog, no matter how uncomfortable or painful or imperfect. Before I write out more about what happened to me after Mike died, I want to take a second to address current day things. I am aContinue reading “Forgiveness”

The Thread that Unraveled

An awakening. I’ve let a good bit of time slip away again before picking back up with this tale. I guess that may be an indication of how much it still hurts, even though I like to think I have already let out most of the pain. The fact that I keep trying to avoidContinue reading “The Thread that Unraveled”

Fear and Anger and Pain

In my last post I described a little of what Mike and I’s teenaged years felt like. To continue on that thread I will tell you that by the time Mike was around 15/16 years old he was deeply buried in the swirling world of his constant drug use, trying to keep his demons fromContinue reading “Fear and Anger and Pain”

How Did I End Up Here?

I’m back! I know, I know, I left everyone hanging for 3 years while I went into my little hidey hole. Opening up your heart to the world is a scary endeavor after all, and I was still deeply in the trenches of my healing when I started this blog. A lot of life hasContinue reading “How Did I End Up Here?”